get fit or die trying.

I have started an endeavor like no other. For once in my life, I am trying to be "fit." When I say "fit," I don't mean the fit I've been over the past years for soccer, or the fit to look good. "Fit" to me in my most recent endeavor is being having a GREAT overall healthy WELL-BEING. This means, but is not limited too, a regular workout schedule, eating healthy, getting good rest, LOOKIN' GOOD but FEELIN' G R E A T.

I've started to do some research on what would be best for me. Meal ideas, workout plans, & other good advice to take. I'll keep you posted on my progress. Who knows maybe this most recent endeavor will finally get me up and over the mountain of completing a marathon! Since it is on my bucket list. :)

twitter?

this little effing bird gives me the BIGGEST headache. twitter has become VERY POPULAR these days and as a future publicist, I feel that I should be a "pro" tweeter (?) I think that is the proper word for that. SO with that said, I've recently come up with this idea to become active with my twitter game.

.....WELL ITS NOT WORKING OUT TO WELL. its so CONFUSING. I feel that I need to take a class on it geez! maybe I'll go get one of those "Twitter for Dummies" books. -___-

hopefully in the near future, I'll be able to figure out what @ and # mean and how this whole twitter world works. I just want to be a professional tweeter, it wasn't that hard to become a professional FACEBOOK-ER. I'd think if twitter wanted to take over the world, they'd make it easy.

...in a nutshell

I SUCK AT BLOGGING. period.

but on the upside, I'm going to attempt to get better at it.

so, let's start with a little catch up...

my life has NEVER BEEN BETTER. it's finally ALL ABOUT ME and not about everyone else. taking the time to concentrate on what & who makes me happy, rather than working to please everyone else was the BEST idea I ever had.

I have also found my long lost soul mate, CAITLINN ADELE BUTCHER. who would have guessed the girl that walked in to class on the first day of school lookin' a hot mess would become my other half, sister from another mister, BEST FRIEND, my brad, my honeybee? she makes me a better, stronger person && i hope i do the same for her. i don't know how i got by without her, but all i can say about it now is that i won't ever have to go another day without her. <3 she's the peanut butter to my jelly, the sunshine in my clear beautiful skies, the brad to my emily, the cool to my school. LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU caitlinnnnn!

this boy is unexpectedly STOLE MY HEARTt! what they say about not going out looking for someone and someone will come and knock you off your feet is T R U E. he's the sweeeeessstteessttt thing I could ever ask for! he's a little silly && always makes me laugh! :) we're just two young kids falling for each other , having F U N &&& seeing where life take us. <3

SCHOOL IS COOL. i'm almost D O N E for good! which is the SCARIEST thing to imagine, but knowing that caitlinn & i are doing it together makes it a little easier. i still feel sixteen, young, wild, && FREE and not yet at all ready to be a grown up. but on the other hand, i'm so READY to be SUCCESSFUL and start my career and basically start the next chapter of my life.

it's a BITTERSWEET situation,

but when life hands you lemons, you make LEMONADE right? :)

well that's enough for now.

i'm going to try my best to keep up with this blog!

there's always room for improvement! :)

live beautiful <3

OMG

CAN I TELL YOU HOW BAD I WANT THIS HEADBAND?

Sometime I wish we lived where it gets really cold so that I could wear all those

cute winter accessories.

I WILL BE ROCKIN' THIS BABY THIS WINTER.

I WILL FIND ONE.

:)

Gosh, I can't believe it's been over a month since my last post. It amazes me how fast the days go by and how easy it is to get caught up in life as the days just pass us by. I can't be too upset though. Not that I don't like blogging, but I'd rather be out living each day to the fullest than sitting at home writing everyday.

I'm such a happy girl these days, I've taken on this new perspective of living DAY BY DAY. I just take each day as if there's no tomorrow, never thinking too much about the future, or looking back at the past. I'm just living in the moment and letting my heart run wild and free. Always staying positive and never letting anyone or thing get the best of me. I can honestly say from the bottom of my heart, that I just feel like my heart is shining and smiling like never before.

It's the little things that matter most to me. Now that I've seen how fast a life can be taken I know that every little How are you to a stranger is important. Every I miss you across the miles does wonders. A smile warms the world. And I think that's why I'm so happy, I'm just making sure to make the most of my day and the people who cross my life's path.


I'm just a happy girl, letting my heart sing!

Miss you MATTY. the brightest flame burns the fastest! RIP. I feel you around me everyday. <3

Jose Diego Martinez.

I don't think I've ever been so thankful to cross any other person's life path than my friend Jose Diego Martinez. Did I say friend, I meant BEST friend, but best friend doesn't say it all. He's like a brother, but more. I just cant quite explain it. He's ALWAYS there for me. NEVER EVER has he let me down. He's quite the guy. If there were more people like him and me in the world, this place would be a bajillion times better. No lie. He's good people.

He's that one person that just gets me. He knows how I'm feeling, and what I want to hear, and what I need to hear. He knows how I'm feeling and I don't even have to say a word. It's amazing. I hope everyone has someone like him in their life. You know that one friend that makes you want to be a better person, that gets you for you, the you that you really are.

I'm lucky I found that friend. And to thank him, one day he's going to marry me to the man of my dreams. :) That's deep. Real deep. I hope you find your Jose Diego Martinez. Everyone needs one in their life, I don't quite know what I'd do without him.

And even more importantly, I hope I'm that friend to him, or that I can at least do half of what he does for me for him. Because even just a half of what he does is a great best friend. I just go lucky that I have the greatest great best friend. :)

Soccer.

Soccer makes my heart smile. There's something about it I just can't seem to get enough of. When I'm not playing I itch to play. And the more I play, the more I fein to play. It's like a drug, a drug I'm so addicted too. The passion, the fight, the pain, the euphoria, the ups, the downs...it's a high for me. A high I wish I could explain. A high I want everyday all day.

It's the drug that's there for me no matter what. It's there when I'm loving life. It's there where I'm hating life. It's there when no one else is there. It's my escape from this reality we call life. It's the one thing I love more than anything. It's the high I wish you could feel.

God, I love this game. I love this drug. I can't get enough. For the love of the game, I'm off to get high, my kind of high, that soccer kind of high.